My Birthday!

Actually, today is my 30th birthday.
Therefore, firstly I'd like to serve my blog's visitors with this birthday cakes.
Those are simple cupcakes with cream-whipped 30's on surfaces.
Those simple cupcakes are just filled up with tastes I've got along my life.
Some creamy periods, sugar-sweet moments, starch-fully days, and many more.
And covered with thoughts I've got along that journey.


I've been missing my mother who had passed away 3 years ago. And my father will be missing me, I'm sure.
Such a bitterness of loneliness has been accompanied with some sweet sense of love, family matters and some sour selfish thoughts. I'd like to be in a place I've shown beside.
There would be no more conflicts between me and my beloved people. There would be no more noises of silent from inner conflicts of myself. There would be no more "no more", then.
Anyway, I'm now on the way of finding myself. Perhaps it would take longer time than I hope to finish or shorter than I want.

And here comes my birthday wishes.
I wish for myself that I could do better self so that I could avoid providing useless helps to others.
I wish for my beloved people that they could find their happiness in much easier and faster way than they hoped.
I wish I could transform my competitions ahead to be stepping stones for harder struggles I would have met before end of my life.
And last but not least, I wish I could avoid "if's" and "then's" in my coming days.

Wishing all "Be happy moments ahead for you".